That sometimes having your dreams come true can feel like a nightmare.
Because getting what you want always come with strings attached.
Mmm, paldies liels visiem par jauko nedēļu! :)
Un, -S, neaizmirsti - Hell Yeah! Drink it up! Drink,drink it up! ;**
Tomēr, neskatoties uz visiem jaukajiem notikumiem, man liekas, ka es pilnīgi nekad nespēšu beigt čakarēt savu sirdi. bet ko lai dara, pati vien esmu vainīga. un tagad es savas kļūdas labošu. žēl, ka nezinu kā. :/
Un, liels paldies -A. vismaz kāds ir, kad kādu vajag visvairāk! :)
Tūkstošiem mazu debestiņu krīt no gaisa un sakrīt man kapucē. Es uzlieku kapuci galvā un esmu debesīs... (M.Freimanis)
I just want to say - Rest in peace, Mārtiņ! You were a great singer and I still love songs you made! :)
it was really emotional week..many things happened..
but you know..week are great if friday is great..and mine was! :)
anyway, I want to say really big-Congratulations! - to Lauris Darzins who will play in KHL All Star Game 5th of February 2011 in Saint Petersburg! Yeah, I'm totally happy about you! :)
I guess thats all for my official part of blog.. :D
but next one is my favourite.. :)
Одиночество - сволочь
Одиночество - скука
Я не чувствую сердце
Я не чувствую руку
Я сама так решила
Тишина мне подруга
Лучше б я согрешила
Одиночество - мука
Одиночество - сука
i just love that song sooo much.. :)
Winter are cold, but you are colder!
this blog will be full with songs..I think soo.. ;p
sometimes it's not the person you miss. it's the feelings
and moments you had when you were with them.
and here's some pictures I like..again..
i just love them.. :)
Love that bag.. /h/
simply, but sooo lovely.. :)
and that bow.. /h/
I love that shirt..and tights..want them too.. /h/
I have nothing to say - perfeeeeeect!!! /h/
I have no idea, why I put this pic here..I just like how it all looks together.. :)
and one more song in the end! :)
you really belived, that it will be last song?!
no way! :D
and now really the last song..something sweet and nice..yeah, right.. ;DD
Braukt ar riteni pa vecu, nobružātu lauku ceļu, ieskatīties debesīs...nesteigties, kad ir jāsteidzas. Satikt īstos draugus un pavadīt laiku kopā ar tiem. Baudīt mirkli, dot un saņemt emocijas. Priecāties no sirds. Būt divas pēdas virs zemes. Smaidīt, skriet pa norasojušu zāli, brist pa peļķēm basām kājām. Nepalaist garām saulrietu. Būt tādam, kāds esi, būt saskaņā ar sevi. Neko netēlot, neuzklāt uz sejas biezu kosmētikas slāni, nepārkrauties ar rotaslietām, bet darīt to ko vēlies. Atdoties mūzikai un vienoties kopīgā dziesmā. Dari visu, ko viens sirds vēlas, neierobežo sevi. Neaizmirsti to, kas ir bijis. Bezbēdīgi raudzīties jūras plašumā un sajust priežu sveķu smaržu. Braukt ezerā ar laivu, elpot tīru gaisu un kliegt aiz laimes, jo dzīvoju skaistākajā pasaules malā. Atrast prieku visvienkāršākajās lietās, kas patiesībā izrādās lieliskas. Uzdrīkstēšanās, ieriebjot standartiem. Satikt draugus, nevis zvanīt viņiem. Neievērot sarkanās gaismas cilvēku domās. Uzdrīkstēties darīt neizdarāmas lietas. Sevi un apkārtējo pasauli uztvert kā lielu un aizraujošu noslēpumu, kas mums kopīgi jāatklāj. Uzkrāsot lūpas, uzvilkt vismīļākās kurpes un dzīvot tā kā patīk. Pamēģināt kaut ko neparastu. Svaigs gaiss un vējš matos, un katrā no mums. Neaizmirsti lietas un cilvēkus, kas Tev kādreiz ir bijuši mīļi un dārgi. Ticēt, cerēt un mīlēt!
here's one blog from my heart, haven't made them for a while.
Have you ever felt that feeling whenever you see someone, you freeze and your heart starts to beat so fast and you have to hold on to something so you wouldn’t fall? Sometimes when they talk to you, do you say stupid words and end up embarrassing yourself? It’s not that you want it, but just the presence of that person makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time. Would you be brave and admit your feelings? What if it’s simply not meant to be, do you give up? Or keep trying and end up with nothing? Well, that’s love. Its irony speaks, but you got to take risks to get answers. When you meet someone and you gradually fall in love with that person, try to express your love to her because every moment you wasted would be equal to tons of regret in the end. Don’t wait until it’s too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care. Because when they are gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry they won’t hear you anymore.
If you just realize what I just realized,
We'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other.
You make me feel so epic, like nothing I felt before.
it would be a lot easier to make up my mind.. if i hadn't already lost it some time ago.
First school week have passed, and I'm feeling good..even too good.
This week was too rushy..all the time just - school-home-training-home-sleep - but I love that..cause I don't have time to do some really stupid things..
Yeah, holidays have passed too..tomorrow school, again. :/
And, I really want to give a big hug to Lauris Darzins and say that his hat trick was amazing! This was really good one, boy! :)
Have a good day, and don't forget to watch game at evening! :)
Watching some old Gossip Girl episodes.. This scene, kills me, and still makes me tear up. That letter? Oh man, and Blair and Serena really rocked that scene. Especially Blair.
Blair: Whenever something is bothering you I can always find you here. Serena: Here for another cat fight? What's that? Blair: A letter. I wrote it to you when you were away at boarding school. I never sent it.
"Dear Serena: My world is falling apart, and you're the only one who would understand. My father left my mother for a 31-year-old model. A male model. I feel like screaming because I don't have anyone to talk to. You're gone, my dad's gone, Nate's acting weird... Where are you? Why don't you call? Why did you leave without saying goodbye? You're supposed to be my best friend. I miss you so much. Love, Blair." Serena: Why didn't you send it? I would've... Blair: And you would have what? You knew all of this and you didn't do anything. Serena: I didn't know what to say to you, or even how to be your friend, after what I did. I'm so sorry. Blair: Eric told me what happened. I guess your family is going through a hard time too.
Spotted in Central Park: two white flags waving. Could an Upper East Side peace accord be far off? So, what will it be: Truce? Or consequences? We all know one nation can't have two queens...
Just came home from my first 2011 winters snow fight..gosh it's little bit cold right now..I'm just sitting, freezing and drinking some cup of hot chocolate.. :)
hope it will help me.. :)
but yeah, that fight was really good..just what I needed for today..
and streets outside were soooo slippy..I hope I won't have bruise on my seat.. :D
Omg, it's 2am, I want to sleep soooo much..my brains are painfull, BUT I finally know about what I'll write that stupid research work...yes, yes, yes.. I'm feeling sooo happy.. :)
I'm soooo sorry about this quiet in this blog, but I really didn't have time for writting..BUT, now I'm back and totally ready to tell you everything! :)
Sooo...I'm back from my great Christmas holidays..It's actually really sad that they finished soo fast and I need to return to Latvias cold winter..I miss that sunshine in Dublin.. :/
But anyway..I have only good and funny memories about this trip..what can I say.. weather was perfect, food was delicious and shops..ahh, they were totally perfect..whatch where you want.. you'll see just - SALE!! SALE!! SALE!! - it was like a paradise for me :D
Ouu, I'm home only 3 days, but I already miss Dublin.. :(
Soo..what else..
Yeah, yesterday I had pajamas party.. :D gosh, it was really funny..and our muffins were totally delicious..njammiiii..
And I was soooo happy to meet my girl again..I missed her soo much..
